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Opinion Time
Nov. 28th, 2004 12:42 amOk, I seriously need some feedback on this.
In the past, umm let's say three, weeks I have not thought about Phil during waking hours for more than perhaps an hour, maybe an hour and a half total. Which is normal because lots of things remind me of him, like songs and things he gave me and places we went and such, but usually I forget about him pretty fast.
However, in these three weeks, I have had at least five dreams about Phil. And I do not mean dreams with a "plot" that he was in, they were ABOUT him. And me. And every time we ended up making out, with it very clear that the ultimate goal was sex. We were broken up, but this was how we fixed it, by making out with the intention of having sex. I must also note that my dream self inititaed the kissing every time, and I also woke up before it went very far and waaaaaay before there was any dream sex. Oh, and they change to refelct reality, like in the one I had last night he was going out with Michelle, which he was.
Now, the question is, what the Fuck does this mean? If anyone has any clue about dreams or psycology or just an opinion on this, please help me!
In the past, umm let's say three, weeks I have not thought about Phil during waking hours for more than perhaps an hour, maybe an hour and a half total. Which is normal because lots of things remind me of him, like songs and things he gave me and places we went and such, but usually I forget about him pretty fast.
However, in these three weeks, I have had at least five dreams about Phil. And I do not mean dreams with a "plot" that he was in, they were ABOUT him. And me. And every time we ended up making out, with it very clear that the ultimate goal was sex. We were broken up, but this was how we fixed it, by making out with the intention of having sex. I must also note that my dream self inititaed the kissing every time, and I also woke up before it went very far and waaaaaay before there was any dream sex. Oh, and they change to refelct reality, like in the one I had last night he was going out with Michelle, which he was.
Now, the question is, what the Fuck does this mean? If anyone has any clue about dreams or psycology or just an opinion on this, please help me!
