Opinion Time

[leia131]

Ok, I seriously need some feedback on this.

In the past, umm let's say three, weeks I have not thought about Phil during waking hours for more than perhaps an hour, maybe an hour and a half total. Which is normal because lots of things remind me of him, like songs and things he gave me and places we went and such, but usually I forget about him pretty fast.

However, in these three weeks, I have had at least five dreams about Phil. And I do not mean dreams with a "plot" that he was in, they were ABOUT him. And me. And every time we ended up making out, with it very clear that the ultimate goal was sex. We were broken up, but this was how we fixed it, by making out with the intention of having sex. I must also note that my dream self inititaed the kissing every time, and I also woke up before it went very far and waaaaaay before there was any dream sex. Oh, and they change to refelct reality, like in the one I had last night he was going out with Michelle, which he was.

Now, the question is, what the Fuck does this mean? If anyone has any clue about dreams or psycology or just an opinion on this, please help me!

Comments

[kelliann1388.livejournal.com]

I think part of this is you being lonely (no male companionship) and the reason it is phil is because he's the only one you've really "dated" dated for any amount of time (excluding ryan because he's gay and you were young). I would usually say more but i only woke up about 30 minutes ago so ya know....

mmm boy

[kapow44.livejournal.com]

Don't assume it's "a sign" I highly doubt it is. Anyways it isn't like you had a dream about having a conversation or getting married or playing cards. You were making out intensly (like camping!) you said it yourself "to fix the problem" I don't think sex will do that. don't get back together with Phil until he becomes a doctor. PHD PHD

Thanks

[leia131.livejournal.com]

Thank you both for responding. I don't think it's a sign, and believe me I have no intention of dating him again. Ever. I was mainly wondering if I had gone crazy or what.