Ready For A Bi-Polar Entry?

[leia131]

Do you ever get the feeling that people only talk to you when they want something, and the rest of the time they can't be bothered to acknowledge your existance? I figure everyone must feel like that sometimes, but I seem to feel it rather often. I don't know if it's my obsessive need for attention, or if it's justified, but I don't like it.

It's the same feeling I had right around this time last year, that if I died in my room no one would notice for three days or so. Unless they wanted something from me. And it's not a nice feeling.


Also, I hate myself today because I didn't accomplish ANYTHING I had planned to. Ok, that's not entirely true, I did practice my clarinet and study Chem for about a million hours, but I didn't do any of my Ecology. Bah.



Now for the bi-polar bit (Heh... I am a bi-polar bi-sexual....Hahahahaha! Anyways,)

THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS A MILD SPOILER ABOUT QUEER AS FOLK. IF YOU PLAN ON SOMEDAY WATCHING THIS SHOW AND DON'T WANT TO KNOW STUFF IN ADVANCE, THEN READ NO FURTHER.

All hail Justin, the King of Babylon!!! Heh. Oh, he showed Brian, and he showed him good.

Justin: A walking wet dream. At the diner where he works, his ass gets more compliments than the hamburgers. (His buns are fresh.) Even straight girls want to sleep with him. (And do.)

Ah, Justin is our king.


(I did not just throw in a Harry Potter reference there... Oh, who am I kidding, yes I did. I need to go to bed now, before I am completely overwhelmed by my own dorkiness.)


G'night kids.

Comments

[doctorfumbles.livejournal.com]

Do you ever get the feeling that people only talk to you when they want something, and the rest of the time they can't be bothered to acknowledge your existance?
Yes. My current roommate used to visit me in my room solely to watch TV or talk about when I was going to move in with her.

The feeling sucks, I know, but you are awesome!

[whatsername99.livejournal.com]

I love you and want to talk to you and acknowledge you all the time. But I totally know how you feel. *hugs*

<33MuchLove

[whatsername99.livejournal.com]

PS ~ I love your icon. A lot.

[beckybrown.livejournal.com]

**ahem** scuse me.

"It's the same feeling I had right around this time last year, that if I died in my room no one would notice for three days or so. Unless they wanted something from me. And it's not a nice feeling."

few things.

around this time last year=maybe its a seasonal affection thing. makes sense. think about that for a sec. just yesterday and the day before i had two sob-freak outs.(no pity comments or reactions please, that was for emphasis, k thanks)

i think its this time of year.

and this "if I died in my room no one would notice for three days or so. Unless they wanted something from me."

made me cry a little.

please dont think that! you knowi love you because we are good freinds. you undesrtand me. you like my poetry you like harry potter i know i can tell you everything and i know that you undesrtand me. you are one of my GREATEST FRIENDS>

GREATEST FRIENDS do you hear! i love you so much.

please dont forget that one.

I LOVE YOU!

[beckybrown.livejournal.com]

OH and i totally didnt mean to belittle how you felt.

NOT MY POINT>

because meggy. i feel like all too often, i do i do i do.

I DO!
i just wanted to remind youi that i love you, and dont use you at all.

eber.
except maybe for to laugh. but that doesnt count
and to talk hp banter with me cause i know youre always up for it.that doesnt count either.

[haveaday510.livejournal.com]

I only hang out with you because I want something. I want to hang out with you. That's my ulterior motive, I admit. *hangs head in shame*

That sounded a lot funnier in my head.

And the not-accomplishing feeling is so awful. I understand that one. Euugh. Sort of feeling it now.

I get back Friday the 14? 15? Something. See you soon!

[leia131.livejournal.com]

Sarah, I love you. You always make me smile.


I think I get back the 13th or 14th so YAY HANGING OUT!!!