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leia131Hannahmylove is having a minor crisis, and it makes me so mad I can't even talk. It's not her fault and the English department sucks major ass and the worst part is that there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT!!!!!!! I hate feeling helpless like this. This is why I want to be a lawyer. So I can fix these problems that are not mine, but that are just so wrong and they need to be fixed.
Oh, and Hannah, my mom said to have your mom meet with the counselor, and I think maybe Laval too while they're at it.
And if you are an administrator who somehow has found this journal, then YOU SUCK! LEAVE HANNAH THE HELL ALONE AND JUST LET HER TAKE FUCKING AP ENGLISH! SHE CAN DO IT, SHE'S NOT STUPID, AND SHE'S A FANTASTIC WRITER! YOU ARE ALL BRAINLESS, COWARDLY, DOUBTING, DEPRECATING, SMARMY GIT BASTARDS!
And if I ever see Hannah, or any of my friends for that matter, this upset over something so utterly stupid again I swear on Sam the Fan Fiction God I will do something about it. If I have to set up the parent/teacher/counselor meeting myself I will.
Goddamn it.
School is not supposed to be like this. Guidance is supposed to help. Teachers are not paid to mock students, they are paid to teach. Someone better stop me before I go to some administrator and start ranting.
Seriously, I almost grabbed Ms. Laval in the hall and was gonna say "Why are you giving Hannah a hard time?" And then chew her out. But I figured it wouldn't do any good and I'd probably get in trouble.
Hannah, I hope you don't think I'm meddling. This just bothers me.
Oh, and Hannah, my mom said to have your mom meet with the counselor, and I think maybe Laval too while they're at it.
And if you are an administrator who somehow has found this journal, then YOU SUCK! LEAVE HANNAH THE HELL ALONE AND JUST LET HER TAKE FUCKING AP ENGLISH! SHE CAN DO IT, SHE'S NOT STUPID, AND SHE'S A FANTASTIC WRITER! YOU ARE ALL BRAINLESS, COWARDLY, DOUBTING, DEPRECATING, SMARMY GIT BASTARDS!
And if I ever see Hannah, or any of my friends for that matter, this upset over something so utterly stupid again I swear on Sam the Fan Fiction God I will do something about it. If I have to set up the parent/teacher/counselor meeting myself I will.
Goddamn it.
School is not supposed to be like this. Guidance is supposed to help. Teachers are not paid to mock students, they are paid to teach. Someone better stop me before I go to some administrator and start ranting.
Seriously, I almost grabbed Ms. Laval in the hall and was gonna say "Why are you giving Hannah a hard time?" And then chew her out. But I figured it wouldn't do any good and I'd probably get in trouble.
Hannah, I hope you don't think I'm meddling. This just bothers me.
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Date: 2004-08-27 07:52 pm (UTC)*MAJOR HUGS AND HUGS AND HUGS*
Unfortunately, my mom has already actually talked to Mr. F, the principal, and that's how I got into Ms. L's class--they weren't even going to let me do that much at first. It was basically, "Get the hell out of AP, and then we'll figure something out." It was my mom talking to him that convinced them to let me take both at once--and even that isn't my idea of the ideal situation, but if I try to suggest anything better, like the independent study that Mr. G offered to do with me, they might just get fed up and take away what I already have right now.
What I find quite frustrating is that despite the fact that I was perfectly capable of handling this situation--despite the times when I got upset, like this afternoon, and you know I would not give Ms. L the satisfaction of seeing me like that...that's why I dropped the matter this afternoon, because I wanted to maintain my composure, and I knew that she would only push me more--despite the fact that I took the initiative to go to my guidance councellor (who is inept) and a private talk with Mrs. C (who is on about some mysterious and yet unidentified "materials" by me which she deems unworthy) and a chat with Mr. F--all of these, several times over--despite the fact that I was polite, and reasonable, composed, and responible---despite all that, they won't buy into anything until my mom tells it to them...and she simply restated what I had been telling them all along.
You'd think they'd listen to, respect, and try to accomodate a student who displays courtesy, maturity, and responsibility. Apparently, anyone under the age of 30 just isn't worth their mental energy. Ironic, that, considering they're high school teachers and admins.
I just wanna say that it means a lot more to me than I could possibly phrase that you felt that strongly over this, even though you're not directly involved. Thank you, for being there for me. I was forgetting why I deserved to be in that class, because even for me (and I consider myself a confident person) it's hard to keep going with every other teacher telling me I'm not worth it. You made me remember. It means a lot.
*hugs again*
love,
Hannah
Gah
Date: 2004-08-27 10:31 pm (UTC)And the teachers are beyond stupid for not listening to you. Not only are you mature and responsible but you are brilliant and have great ideas. Think about it. I always ask you for advice on important things. You know what is up. And I'm really glad that you know why you belong in the classes you are in, and that I could help remind you of that. Don't let anyone ever make you forget what you are worth.
Love,
Megan