Therapy

Feb. 8th, 2005 09:43 am
[personal profile] leia131
I went to Maryanne's funeral. It is the first funeral I have ever been to. I cried. And I hardly even knew her.

But it was a nice service all the same. She was a wonderful person. I wish I had known her better.

There were so many people there. I wonder if Maryanne knows how many people she affected, if only in the smallest way. I wonder how many people all of us affect? Wouldn't it be nice to have a gathering like the one that went on tonight, only not because someone died? Just to see how much difference you have made in the world? We should do that.

And I never realized how theraputic the Lion King can be. I listened to it, on a whim, and honestly from The Circle of Life to Hakuna Matata I felt sooooooo much better. Life goes on, in the great cosmic plan, and we have no control, but it still goes on. And someone or something made it work that way, and it all has a purpose and happens for a reason. I am so good with that.

And soon I think I will return this journal to my normal recording of funny things in my life, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten. It just means I am moving on. I will take this with me, but I will go forward.

Thank you all for being in my life. Everyone means something to me, even if it is only a little something.

Date: 2005-02-08 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tea-and-snark.livejournal.com
Good for you, hun. I'm happy you're feeling better-and yours is exactly the sort of attitude that this situation calls for. I'm glad you're finding closure.

*huggles*

Hmm...

Date: 2005-02-08 07:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] auditerroritory.livejournal.com
I had met Maryanne quite a few tmies, with ashley and her friends when i'd come to visit rutland. She was always happy, and in good spirits, i cried when i heard, and even harder when i went to her website. Oui, it was hard. I wish I could have been tehre for the funeral, but i live up here:( but, i hope shes happier now than she was. and iagree, your attitude is the exact one we ened in a situation like this. Loveyou.

Chris

Re: Hmm...

Date: 2005-02-09 03:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leia131.livejournal.com
I love you too. When are you coming down here again? We have Feb. vacation the week of the 20th...

Date: 2005-02-09 12:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lostinthe-stars.livejournal.com
Good for you.

Date: 2005-02-09 06:18 pm (UTC)

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