Eww

[leia131]

Sorry, I'm having icon ADD again. Expect frequent icon changes in the near future.

I have to have a serious journal entry for a minuet. I've been feeling really off lately, like I want things or want to do things that no one else wants to do, and I don't know why. Also, I desperately want to read and finish the stories I am writing, but whenever I have a free moment I seem to be on the computer or watching tv...

I just feel like I'm in an awful funk and I don't know what to do.

And, I got a 74 on my Calc test, and I know none of you are going to quite understand what that means in terms of my life, but it's bad. Trust me. And I can't possibly do anything more to bring up my grade in Calc. I go to class, I pay attention, I take notes, I do the homework, I study, and I still can't manage to get back up to the A I used to have. WTF?

HUGE SIGH

I just want high school to end and college never to begin. Is that so much to ask?

Because I am also stressing about the overnight at St. Michael's this weekend, which I am dreading. And I know that I'm going to have to spend every night there eventually, but it'll be in my own room, (well, with a roommate but still at least partly my own room) and it'll just be different and I don't wanna go.

I DONT WANNA GO TO COLLEGE!!!!!!!!

I just hate this. All of it. Anything that involves the word school or class or test or quiz.

But I don't hate any of you, and I won't care if you don't even read this, because I know it's long and boring and stupid.

But I feel slightly better now.

Comments

[lafantome224.livejournal.com]

college is hard work, but the positives definately outweigh the negatives, at least at my school. so cheer up! i was soooo freaked out about going to college, and now i love it. no worries!

[whatsername99.livejournal.com]

*GIANT HUG*

I've noticed everyone being a little off lately, maybe it's just a spring fever type thing.
How can I cheer you up? I hope you feel better cause school is a bitch but I bet when you get to college it will all get better.
And it's not long and boring and stupid.

MUAH!

[haveaday510.livejournal.com]

Aw. It's not so bad. *muah*

[avalons-flute.livejournal.com]

I know how you feel right now...just keep plugging, it'll all work out - but you gotta MAKE it work for you. <3

[doingitonstage.livejournal.com]

Sweetheart, the Burlington area is GREAT! You will have a great time in college, don't worry. And Calculus is a useless math anyway...honestly, how many times do you think you'll honestly use it in real life?

Don't worry. Keep trucking.

[basslyoon.livejournal.com]

I was the same way for a while. Hey, and I sometimes drive to Burlington to catch shows, and if I ever do next semester, guess who I'll be stopping in to see? I'll give you a hint. It rhymes with Pegan...hehe. You'll love college dear. It's actually kind of funny...I must apologize, because I was amused by this entry...not because of your distress, oh no dear, I hope you feel better, but because you have a grade A case of senioritis. Just don't feel like doing anything, want to chill all the time. Oh yeah. It'll get better, and college rocks. MUAH!!!!

[btwnluvnhate.livejournal.com]

I know this probably won't help but I am sure you'll do fine with Calc, and I am sure you can pull an A. Besides I've got a 23 not on a test in a class, so i don't stress to much about grades. And speaking of strees too much and give you an olser, i know i had one.

I wish i had groovy icons like you!